BM (Black Mustang)? Or Beng?

Too dark huh? What do you think?
Sorry cop, I just want to stay cool and flex the energy...Don't cite me...

Instinct of a black mustang

My daily commute is about 13 miles one way, and 26 miles round trip. In order to avoid the congestion from the I-10, I take local most of the time. The bad thing about local is got so many traffic lights, stop signs things like that...
Today, because of certain reason, I need to make a single trip of 52 miles. I don't know, may be myself is happy, I kind of feel the happiness from my 127 too...Open freeway of I-210, no traffic, cars literally flying, roaring hunger on the asphalt, air natural inhale into the combustion chamber with activate whole 4 valves, fire up every single molecule of the fuel, put out the 127 nice and even ...Hei, you happy now? Is that the way you want to? Single trip 52 miles? Wear your ownself out? Emmmm, the instict of being a wild mustang, run and run and run, freely on the wild field, no restriction, why the whole life I love freedom? Who care one day I will fall down...Am I getting crazy now?? Ha ha ha...

Miracle?

This august is going to be a long one for me. The upside is, thing not happened sometimes October or November...Imagine that, losing job before those holiday seasons... see peoples wearing the warming red attire, slowly chewing and enjoy how dry the turkey texture is, and kids crying because they don't get the right playstation game...so, thanks god...
Tonight I read some of the article from T's blog, quote from T's golfing experience "If you keep doing the same thing, what do you expect the change? Miracle?" I kind of get the message, all the sudden, I have the different thought...same wordings, but having alternate understanding now...
I love dreaming, dream about one day have my dream car, dream house, dream bike and so on...how these dreams come truth? Miracle? Miracle only happen to those who make change, some one willing to move out their comfy zone. May be now is the time to change, or else the same thing I keep doing, these dreams will not escalate to reality until the day I die...Or say now is not a good time, then when? I must think now...people tends to understate while the new change is not solid clear yet, uncertainty, comfort zone are the factors...I should come out the time, what to do, and really do it one day. Be more down to earth, eventhough I try not to love too much the stinky smell from the dead president. After that I could start think about the secondary thing...but now, down to earth...Is this thing work??? How can I make it happen? God, I need your guidance for this...

What!! Again???

Look back, I have experienced the day with moving around (move my place from one to another). 4 moves in a year, until I have hard time to remember my addresses and so on. T suggested me to write a book about moving (following that year, he has moved couple times too, ha ha)...A record holder huh...
Then, that is one of the record, I have jobs in 6 years...how many? 7 jobs in less than 6 years...Before I have time to figure out why? why so often? what is the root cause? I would rather spend more time and effort to put my resume together, look forward for a new job...

Gump Gump Ho

"Agar-agar", I have not heard this word for quite sometimes, until recently spoke to one of my home town boy, he said, " Wo agar-agar (mean I approximate)", and agar-agar is actually another mean of Jello...
But today I want to talk more about Gump Gump Ho, always in our life, there is a moment, a unplanned moment but things just came together perfectly at the same time, so coincident...Perfect timing without early plan...Why huh? Just like yesterday, August 8th, my 5th year anniversary with K, and the very meantime, I lost my job...What? Again? What Happen? Brothers, please don't ask me, this crap running in my head whole night, I could not get any answer...I sum up, I might be accidentally got into some 100 employee political loop, got in some one nerve without even aware any of that..."Hoi Pee, you are such an insensitive guy"...Well you are right, I am the guy with big nerve, that is me... Anyway, yesterday was really Gump Gump Ho (Perfect match, flawless fit), lost my damn job in my anniversary, we still went to celebrate that, yeah, I did not tell K on that day...So, brothers, I need a job, please keep your eyes open for a big nerve brother here, for god sake, thanks for all your concern, I am well here...